2025.03.28
Music by ROIL
I didn't mind, when they were calling me with those names
But it got me later with those shames to be myself
So I combined, all of what I cut from magazines
Glued them down with a dry-up stick to heal myself
I collected a lot of things A little stain from a cup of coffee
Like what I saw from a movie movie (on my bed, on my bed)
Don't expect these to be shown
Cause they were not just common's commons
I kept them safe like a mollycoddle (In my space, in my space)
I don't mind, when you know that you're getting old
One step behind to take it slow
I don't mind, I don't mind, even if you mind, yeah
I don't mind, I am not around playing roles
And there are things that you cannot force
I don't mind, I don't mind, even if I cry, yeah
I don't mind
Years passed, I've been meeting so many strangers
Every time that I raise my middle finger it's all for me
I realised, I've been using up so many papers
Documented what is running over heart of me
But I had to let go a lot of things
I hated the world when they fooled me fooled me
Forgiveness is there but I'm moving moving (I resign, I resign)
I wanna make it chill but it's not that easy
I wanna make it right but they've been so picky
So how I'm gonna make it then?
Cause I have given them all.
But nothing's gonna change, I step my feet out of pain
And how I'm gonna say? well I'm not your parent
How I'm gonna prove when the gate's not open?
Dried up pages won't smooth out
I feel it crumpled but I don't mind...